i've been wanting to blog about this for a while, but i never got to it..
there are some problems at home now, and yesterday was like some family crisis. it sucks to see my mom being so upset, and all i can do is cry with her. things haven't been easy for her, but i don't really know what i can do. i feel quite, helpless. guess i can only try to be more understanding and caring.

i thought i would be able to chuck this problem aside and get on my own stuff, but i realised i am affected by it. everyday i come home and end up feeling down, and it takes a while before i manage to recover and start work. i really hope i'll be more focused e next few days, for As are less than 2 weeks away.

i admit sometimes i get envious when i see or hear about ppl and their happy families. as a kid, i wished i had parents who would bring me to the beach, or read me a book in the library. but i was told not to compare, and i guess that's very true. im sure there are many others who also come from single-parent families, and im already fortunate to be where i am. this is what i have, and what i'll treasure. i just hope that one day, hopefully soon, everyone will be happy and smiling. no conflicts.

all right, enough ranting. sch tmr, nite.

``the heart was destroyed @ 12:43 a.m.
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